We all have a dark side ... but being conscious about it ... the dynamic of all will change ... … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
We all have a dark side ... but being conscious about it ... the dynamic of all will change ... … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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I understand ... i have a dark side.
Somehow ... i also accept it.
Not for 100%, but i accept it.
I succeed doing this ... only after i saw those moments when i lost the control on myself.
When the animal ... came to surface.
Doing ... lots of stupid things.
... in continuous form.
So ... maybe i must train this wild animal ... hided deep inside myself ... to be more obedient.
Be conscious ... of all.
And ... not allow myself ... the dominance of the dark side.
Of course ... theory is simple.
In real case scenario ... i just lose control all the time.
Emotions overwhelm me.
I lose my minds.
And there is always something which i can't control.
Jealousy.
Envy.
Fear.
Frustrations.
Actually ... the whole spectrum of negativity.
I am not dominated ... by all those negative emotions ... but randomly ... it just happens.
... without realising.
Yes ... i simple lose control ... and all comes to surface.
... becoming obvious.
For me.
For everyone.
Today ... i am not unhappy anymore cause it happens.
I accept all.
I know is part of life.
And ... i can only accept ... smile ... and try to control ... myself.
... even if it looks impossible.
I allow all to happen.
Then ... i meditate.
I visualise all ... 1,2,3 ... 27 times.
I ask ... "Why things happen this way?!
What is this dark side?!
What is the meaning of jealousy, fear ... envy ...?!"
Most certainly ... it all reveals things which i need to solve ... deep inside myself.
But ... i refuse it.
So ... maybe the real trick is to become friend with that wild animal which is inside myself.
Speak together.
Ask for explanations.
Understand ... the illogical ... beyond all is going on.
Then decide together it is the time ... for an improvement.
Be ... a better human.
... at least on the stage of life.
And ... the craziness itself should be expressed... differently.
Maybe ... in writing.
... cause that is what i usually do to express what is deep inside myself.
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